It hurts to write

It hurts to write is a written note found in Death of the Outsider.

Transcript
''I tried to have a dreamless night by drinking some of that foul liquor Anton left behind, but the dream came anyway, and now my head hurts like I'd bashed it against a wall. The sea's choppy this morning, too. Just my luck.''

''I'd been in some nasty spots in the past, but I never had to pinch my own face shut or watch my hand twitch in the street. So why do I keep dreaming it? Every time it feels more like a memory than anything else. And it's getting worse. I'll have the dream, then the fingers on my right hand are stiff for hours in the morning and I can barely tie a knot, and my right eye will go blind without warning. I don't know what to do. If I tell anyone about it, they'll just think I'm drinking Anton's liquor every night.''

I'm throwing the rest of that bottle overboard.

Location
This note can be found crumpled on the floor aboard the Dreadful Wale during the mission One Last Fight.

Même écrire me fait mal Пальцы не слушаются